All night I tossed and turned in my bed,
I was in so much pain that my heart bled.
I willed the phone to awaken from the dead,
As I waited for just one little text.
I knew I hurt you, I knew you bled,
Doesn't mean my tears never shed.
For every lie, every word that I said,
I wish you knew my love wasn't dead.
I did it for you, the love you felt,
With every cell in my heart and head.
Ever since then I have looked for you,
In crowds, in silence, drowning in despair.
I miss you so much, I want to run out there,
To make that call, to end this nightmare.
But to make that call, my heart is scared,
Though to face the hate my mind is prepared.
I will face your hate and the anger you hold,
I hope that hate gives me the courage to stand up bold.
Whatever is my fate, whatever tomorrow holds,
My love for you will live till I am old.
My love, my life, I hope you know,
Till the end of time, my heart and soul is yours.